.Friday, January 1, 2010 ' 1:50 PM Y
happy new year!ahahaha, well its so poor thing that u have to work long hours on a public holiday!
but nvm, at least u get paid! public holiday got more money anot one ah. hahaha!
yes, i guess its cos i went away for 7 days made me know how much i can miss someone! actually not so kua zhang.. ok this applies until the day i talk to u online. then it was okay already. bt i still missed you! <3
there;s so many things i missed..
your voice
your laugh
your face
your H and Ks (LOL)
and mostly, jus the whole thing. i missed YOU
YOU not being there when im bored
YOU not being able to say goodnight to me
YOU not being able to be annoying to me. ( not so actualy)
and YES. the list goes on!
somehow i really think im not infatuated. i mean i know its my 1st rela and cant be 100% sure but my love for u is more than whats at the outside. not cos you have ABIT of muscles or that u carry my bags hahaha:)
i love u for being yourself, and being one of the few people who can make me laugh and being concerned if i were to fall off my chair. or putting your hands against the wall so i wont feel any pain when i sleep in the train..
im not that dumb to know that not every boyfriend is as caring as you..
hahaha!
omgggggg. why i posting so long..
anw, i tell u a secret. i dont know if u will angry or wat and of cos i didnt deliberately put the happy things on top so u will be flattered then wont angry LOL.
hahaha, i let my thoughts flowwwwwwww like a river!
yes. ytday when i was at your house waiting for u to come home, i DID open the red box. not to make myself jealous or what la, i mean i was bored, couldnt sleep yet. the box was RED and striking, and i rmb u once said that u would show to me or i can see.. so i did. haha!
of cos i didnt read everything la. i hope i didnt invade yr privacy or anything la, i didnt mean to anw, bt i read a few of your older lettters. and then i realised what u mean when u told me that u jus wanted a simple rela. haha.
out of the 5 i read all 5 were sad or emo ones. i mean ok maybe i kpo want to see how much u 2 loved each other then but somehow i didnt find any of those at all haha. i mean there were somemore but i didnt want to be so kpo. lols!
i dont know if i told u this before..
but last time before we were tgt, when u told me about the 3 girls in your life.
i had the thought that what if it happens when we tgt. like u know ppl always say, once it happens there is always a chance to happen again. and ya, i know u regretted and all that but somehow one part of me was abit scared i think..
but i dont doubt u la hahaha , who knows abt the future bt for now, i know u wont. 100% even though u always purposely be mean! hahaha
like the lame one, the 2nd sis in the show ytday LOL, of all words u know i dont like 'pretty'
then u say she pretty. even chio is a better word. haah but nvm i know u didnt mean it :))
so my point is, im really sorry that u had to go though some complicated stuff last time, and i dont know if ours is considered 'simple' and maybe thats why u learnt from your older rela and treat me better. hahaha!
and i will always rmb what u wrote here..
that i will never have to doubt u :)
so as 2010 arrivessss, may our love continue!
and, i know we will meet many problems and difficulties but i know we can do it! and, be nice to my family when u come HAHAHA
love youu alotalotalot :)
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