.Wednesday, November 30, 2011 ' 10:50 PM Y
HI BABY :)
i decided to blog here todayy. normally i would blog here la, but then rmb my old com cannot come to this website dnno why hahahha.
Anyway, i had fun with u at St Games too!!! actually im never bored when im with you. even if we stone for one day i wont be bored BUT i scared ull be bored HAHA. :X yupppz. :)
And my main point for blogging today iss i have something to say!!
Actually, i feel that all i need from you is honesty. I mean seriously, i dont need you to tell me that u will always love me only because everyone knows nothing will last forever maybe one day u wake up and realise u dont love me anymore and i cant get angry with you for that cos its your feelings although i will be sad. u know what i mean? i just cannot be in a relationship where im not sure if you're being honest or not. like sometimes i will wonder if u really ponned school or u lie to me just to please me that kind. and other incidents that maybe ure telling the truth but i just cant tell if u would lie to me or not.. really u can consider me "begging" to you now, that if u ever loved me and still do, can u promise not to lie to me or hide things u think u should hide from me? other things are secondary. it really hurts alot more when you dont even know if you can trust the person you love the most..
is like.. just now i wanted to lie to you that i asked about the milk n exercise for my back. but then after awhile i thought that its very lame. whats my purpose for bluffing you? firstly u asked me to ask them is for my own good right :)) just that i abit PS to ask >< hahahah. then i also know that if i lie to you i will always feel abut guilty so obviously i didnt. hhahaha.
Aiya, if u read this then u reply me okay? idk if its hard for you.. And maybe u will promise because i ask you to.. but im being serious that i rather u be honest and hurt me than to lie/hide and me finding outt.
I love you x33
muack
Labels: donut
. ' 12:59 AM Y
HELLO.
THANKS FOR THE FUN TIME @ ST.GAMES :D
Never get bored playing games with you.. I'm one lucky guy who have a gamer girl that always play games with me, n that's you ! haha.. we played.. dance dance ! didn't meant to win u so much, maybe the xbox likes me more at the start but then slowly it likes you more already.. anyways, you're a better dancer than me, so dun sad ok ! love you!
moving on to.. the sophisticated(modern) warfare! soooo hard that game, i didn't really like it actually. xcept for the part we got our own territory. That's was abit of fun until the stupid imba tanker come and invade us !!! oh well.. shooting games aren't our type =p
chiang chiang chiang !! guitar hero ! ok rockband. woohoo.. so fun cuz got all the pop songs unlike last time is some weird rock songs. if only can trade in my ps3 for a xbox360 w/kinect and all the games for the rockband set ! then we can have our own kbox at home :)
overall i rate it...... 1/10 !!! +9(with you) 10/10 ! once again, thanks for all the plannings and the voucher. also advance thanks for the sentosa ! loveloveeee
Labels: Oreo, stgames
.Sunday, November 20, 2011 ' 2:55 PM Y
happy 2 years and 10monthsss..
Its long but not that long.. Kay, this may not be an happy post but more like see how much i understand..?
Im definitely not putting in enough effort i guess, and i know typing out and knowing this is not enough if im not gonna do something about it. It seems like i'm either lazy/ out of ideas of how to do something sweet for us. But high chances i think is lazy ? but this moment i felt that, i'm gonna lose u forever if im not even do a simple blog post for our used to be very special occasion.. Yeap.. i've known u for 2years and 10months, but it seems like I didn't really try to understand you.. how to cheer you up etc.
This recent few months, i've been lacking of doing something simple like a simple phone call or what i've always did in the past. I've been missing out all this small little things that which plays a big part in our relationship.
I know you're putting in effort for making us a nice outing for our date. Be it excuses or what, it could be my constraint financially and lack of knowledge of singapore different places and entertainment. But today, i think i'm actually not even putting in effort googling if there's any place that a couple could go to, if there's any restaurant that's affordable for me to bring u to. If there's even any vouchers online that we can have a fun outing.
I told u i will put in effort, but yet i did not do it.. i'm sorry..
Aspirations!
-Pass piano Grade8
-Teach piano as profession
-Have many kids o.o
-Stop being so annoying(:
[o]meet jo every day every min every seconds
[x]meet jo AGAIN
[x]meet jo AGAIN AGAIN
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[x}meet jo AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN
[o]hire a maid
[o]be good to my gf !
[O]3.2 gpa!
[x]1STperformance(PengYou)
[x]2NDperformance(WinterSonata)
[x]3RDperformance(ForrestGump)
[x]4THperformance(TongHua)
[x]G2TheoryExam(14Mar)
[o]ANZCA practical exam
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